prayer - service at CHC

wow! today was unbelievable an di tink God really poured something new in my heart.. and its like its been prepared for that moment the whole week.. and i jus wanna sing out a new song to God i jus can't wait to get going and walking with Him and jus keep praying and speaking and talking to Him. i wanna be in this partnership with Him!

okay first thing was during worship when we were jus well.. worshipping. its like i jus saw myself as the clay and i was in the darkness and i was jus crying out to Him. Lord.. here i am.. and wow.. i jus knew that He was the light that was coming to save me. to sum it up coherently.. i knew there and then that i needed God sooooooooo much and i jus wanted to give my all to Him.. to give myself till there's no more of me left. and yeah.. that set the stage for so much more i tink.

i shall attempt to write here whatever i remember cuz so much remember. and its like God did something in me sooo much more than i can comprehend of even detect. but i know that He's really put a new spark in my life. and now i know what and why i'm praying or even living. its like a whole new beginning for me. and new excitement that's been put into my heart. and i jus feel a new boldness to believe and take the step of faith. i feel like God's calling me to another level and i know i heard Him say.. 'raise the Standard'. and yes! i'm gonna declare His name.. and raise the Banner of Salvation for Him! woohooo!

and i know He loves me a lot! that He's not against me but FOR me! and the devil can't take that away! JESUS LOVES ME! and God was reaaaally trying to get His point across.. haa.. i dun go for prayer and He brings me to service .. abt Prayer! hahaha

it was jus awsesome.. will update more wheni can! =)