getting a box of chocolates

this is so interesting la.. yesterday i was jus praying and den i told God that i wanted to speak and do what He wanted me to do for net.. cuz i didn't wan to go in my own authority but His. and den i suddenly felt a quietening in my heart.. u know those times when u jus feel like keeping quiet? yeah.. and i knew that i was gonna hv somethign coming in from God.

well guess what came thru?

a box of chocolates! and it was like i jus saw this box of merci chocolates in my mind's eye.. but yet if i thnk back.. it wasn't really a big clear pic like how you dream or something like tt.. but more like an impression.. and i had in mind a big one.. like u know the biggest sized one? but den i jus asked.. is this from you God? do you wan me to buy the chocs? and at first i was jus amused.. like.. huh? why? so i jus told him.. well i'm gonna go buy the chocs.. but u lead me to it. and cool thing is.. when i was jus praying about net and looking thru the notes.. i found out more about what He wanted me to do with the chocs.

to give out like 3 to each person. n at first i thot like wad if not enough chocs or not enough pp there how?.. but den i jus felt all of a sudden that those that were there were the ones that were gonna carry out the vision and receive what was gonna transpire there.. so i jus thot.. jus do it lo. and so the idea was to give 3 to each. one for themselves and the other 2 to somebody who they wanted to establish a christian frenship with.. =) and why three? well i forgot to explain to em abut the triple braided cord thing.. and i had in my mind later on that these people/my net members are gonna be finding their 2 people and eventually hv a 'cell' on their own with 3 people including em! soo yeaaah.. somehow its like quite in line with the church vision.. the one that we started with for net.

and when i was thinking further abt the box of chocs.. i was jus reminded of the alabaster jar and the also of the time when the widow of the prophet went out to collect jars to pour stuff in. and when i was talking to em.. i jus challenged em to pour out their lives into the people arn em.. and that as they give the chocs.. they're like committing emselves to those people. and well chocs represent something pricey when the money could've gone elsewhere or the pleasure could've gone to themselves if they chose to eat the chocs. and that they're also ministering tot he Lord as they give to their friends lo..

so yep.. hope the msg and the chocs challenged em.. i'm really praying for this to take off and to let God's dream for ths net be revived and made real. i mean.. i wanan step out in faith lo.. =) and eeling had a dream that our net grew so big that our group had to split! soo.. it was wonderful! wonderful news!! =P really wanna see that happen lo.. heee

so yeah.. will cont later.. and pour out wad i need to pour out.. yep yep