on inner purity

alright so now me and josh are getting increasingly closer on emotional terms. and i tink that's fine.. we shldn't bare our soul but we shld also get to know each other on a deeper level ba. but what's bothering me now is our verbal 'proximity'.. u know.. stuff like -hugs- -beams- those text actions that well.. were meant to be translated to real actions.. and that night (the msn nite) he was an awesome friend.. but it left me wondering whether we had gone 'too far' so to speak.. and i'm reaaaaally wodnering if this is the way to go.. i mean..i told him that we both gotta be real careful la.. abt how we tread the line now.. and that we needed to sit down to discuss stuff.. yep yep.. hmm.. in fact.. why not tonite eh? since my gathering is off.. hmm.. and tmr i'm working from home.. so yippeeeeeee! =)

gotta pray abt this ba..